Insecurity
by Mordread
I was wondering, what am I seen as?
Does anyone else see me as I see me?
Do people take time to see inside?
or label me into a social category?
Hey, I was just asking
because I've got to know.
For better or worse, its important to me.
But of course, your're so shallow, you just can't see.
I need to hear you say I'm fine
to ease my thoughts, and help my insecurity.
But maybe I just spend to much
time thinking about this pointless shit.
After all, no one would waste a thought
on me. I'm nothing, thats it.
Sometimes I wonder, I just wonder why?!
If it's fucked up like this, why can't I just die?
Sometimes I think that I must be alone,
sitting here worrying about the unknown.
I always walk with my head down and I'm not sure why.
I'm not really shy, but can't find the nerve, to look you in the eye.
But next time I see you, I'll look you straight
in the eye, thats what I'll do.
I'll take a deep look, and see if
you are insecure too.