HATE ME!
by Mordread
I'm tired of the way it all works out
because it never does.
I'm tired of shit and I'm tired of hate
because its always there.
Yesterday I was happy, I don't know why,
but now its all long gone.
Hate me! Because I'm different then you.
The others are all the same.
Hate me! Because I hate what I am.
My life is full of shame.
Hate me! Because its always my fault,
or because I'm just easy to blame.
Hate me! Because its what you do best.
Hating me is your game.
I'm tired of the way it makes me feel,
the pain so deep inside.
I'm tired of running from what I hate.
I've got no place to hide.
Yesterday, I wasn't quite me,
or maybe that's today.
Tomorrow, it will all change.
I've found my place to hide from all this shit!
No one will follow.
No one will find me.
Just some pills to swallow.
and gone will I be.
Cold and ugly, they'll touch me like frost.
I've used up my ticket to paradise lost.